No Life

for the past 3 days, i have not set foot out of my house.
yep. i dnt know what ive been doing with my life but its definitely not anything even remotely constructive.
im becoming sucha lazy person. i reply texts like 5hrs late and i cant even bring myself to sign into msn anymore. i didnt even buy anything on9 becos i just dread the ibanking part )': and seriously, I NEED TO STOP TAKING NAPS. i dnt know why i feel sleepy all the time its not like i even used much energy. i dnt mean to be sucha pig but my bed is just sooo comfy to lie on.. yknow? btw i feel damn pathetic and no life typing this chunk of words. oh and tdy nlb sent me a letter reminding me to pay my fines. 3 words: failure at seventeen.

zzzzz i dk why but this is rly getting to me. after eoys thr was pw, and then WORK, then msia to visit my grandma.... so when i finally got free time i just wanted to reallyy relax. but i guess i got too carried away with 'doing nothing' and rolling on my bed. too much of doing nothing is not relaxing at all, and it also kind of screws up your sleeping cycle. the dissatisfaction i feel at the end of the day is really worse than being dog-tired. and i feel so useless and lazy this sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nvr wanna spend an entire day rotting in my house ever agn. pretty sure even my maid thinks im pathetic.

thus this is a reminder to self: STOP BEING A LAZY ASS OR YOU'RE GONNA ROT AWAY AND DISINTEGRATE INTO A PILE OF USELESS CRAP.


on the bright side, my schedule is seriously jam packed from this weekend onwards. i get mentally tired just thinking abt it but owell at least i wldnt have any chance to continue rotting at home.

this place is filled with random emo-shit ramblings. its sad becos next time when i re-read this blog im just gonna rmb myself as a depressed and angsty (and lazy) teenager. which i am not, most of the time.